Twice!!

yeah..twice..you did it twice..i cant believe i have fall for that again. my life was perfect when we decided not to be friends anymore. just perfect.. but then your best friend came and light up the fire again..saying that i should text you..and all that. i was stupid enough to fall for it. she said that you still love me and all that.

so here we are, trying to build it again..you made me confess my feeling towards you face to face. then you said that you too have the same feeling. you convinced me that we have something between us. hm things are going fine for a few days..until suddenly u've changed.. aku da agak dah..

this thing will happen..

i dont know what are you thinking..do i have to wait any longer??? f*** you! i have waited for a long time..the reason why i started a fight with you is because i want you to hate me..i want to forget about you...seriously i hate you now....like i said before..what is your game????

Twice!!

yeah..twice..you did it twice..i cant believe i have fall for that again. my life was perfect when we decided not to be friends anymore. just perfect.. but then your best friend came and light up the fire again..saying that i should text you..and all that. i was stupid enough to fall for it. she said that you still love me and all that.

so here we are, trying to build it again..you made me confess my feeling towards you face to face. then you said that you too have the same feeling. you convinced me that we have something between us. hm things are going fine for a few days..until suddenly u've changed.. aku da agak dah..

this thing will happen..

i dont know what are you thinking..do i have to wait any longer??? f*** you! i have waited for a long time..the reason why i started a fight with you is because i want you to hate me..i want to forget about you...seriously i hate you now....like i said before..what is your game????

Twice!!

yeah..twice..you did it twice..i cant believe i have fall for that again. my life was perfect when we decided not to be friends anymore. just perfect.. but then your best friend came and light up the fire again..saying that i should text you..and all that. i was stupid enough to fall for it. she said that you still love me and all that.

so here we are, trying to build it again..you made me confess my feeling towards you face to face. then you said that you too have the same feeling. you convinced me that we have something between us. hm things are going fine for a few days..until suddenly u've changed.. aku da agak dah..

this thing will happen..

i dont know what are you thinking..do i have to wait any longer??? f*** you! i have waited for a long time..the reason why i started a fight with you is because i want you to hate me..i want to forget about you...seriously i hate you now....like i said before..what is your game????

Twice!!

yeah..twice..you did it twice..i cant believe i have fall for that again. my life was perfect when we decided not to be friends anymore. just perfect.. but then your best friend came and light up the fire again..saying that i should text you..and all that. i was stupid enough to fall for it. she said that you still love me and all that.

so here we are, trying to build it again..you made me confess my feeling towards you face to face. then you said that you too have the same feeling. you convinced me that we have something between us. hm things are going fine for a few days..until suddenly u've changed.. aku da agak dah..

this thing will happen..

i dont know what are you thinking..do i have to wait any longer??? f*** you! i have waited for a long time..the reason why i started a fight with you is because i want you to hate me..i want to forget about you...seriously i hate you now....like i said before..what is your game????

Twice!!

yeah..twice..you did it twice..i cant believe i have fall for that again. my life was perfect when we decided not to be friends anymore. just perfect.. but then your best friend came and light up the fire again..saying that i should text you..and all that. i was stupid enough to fall for it. she said that you still love me and all that.

so here we are, trying to build it again..you made me confess my feeling towards you face to face. then you said that you too have the same feeling. you convinced me that we have something between us. hm things are going fine for a few days..until suddenly u've changed.. aku da agak dah..

this thing will happen..

i dont know what are you thinking..do i have to wait any longer??? f*** you! i have waited for a long time..the reason why i started a fight with you is because i want you to hate me..i want to forget about you...seriously i hate you now....like i said before..what is your game????

i mess it up..

fresh after the war..hm i try to chill myself out..watch movie and pretend to be entertained so tht i can forget the pain in my heart..but i cant. i cant fool myself. since i met her..idk...aku jadi gile...no words can describe that..arghh i was so stupid..

asal laa aku cakap camtu kat die...

after all this while..i try to show her how i feel..well if she is reading this blog..im not expecting her to forgive me...i juz wan another chance..i dont know whose fault..you? me? or maybe me...

i just cant imagine you go away just like that..i just wanna know who am i to you before the war happen..

maybe i was just too hoping that you like me..or maybe im just nobody..a rebound guy..there were times when i feel that we were so closed together and there also times when i feel there is a huge gap between us..i like u very much..dont say that its over..i dont wana be just a fren to you

i dont even know that i have the chance to be more than a fren to you until you told me..please give that chance back..i still remember thinking that i have to ask you or i'd die..

i need you..although when we meet..we didnt spoke too much..that doesnt mean that im too shy to talk to you..no..i just dunno what to talk about..cos i when i look at you..i forgot everything..

probably i will be laughing when i read this post ten yars later..but i really dun want this to end just like that..

The Cry...

just call her..she was so sad cos she cant go home..it has been 3 weeks. i guess she really miss her parent very much. when i called her, she was watching all of her friends going back home..so she said to me that she felt like crying.. so i try to provoke her..try to make her cry..

unfortunately she did, i was so freak out! dunno what to do..of cos la, ive been single for a long time..i dont remember when was the last time i pujuk pompuan nanges..kinda awkward..my heart just cant hear her sad voice on the phone. she blamed me for making her cry. since i was the one who started it.so i decided to end it.

i asked her out for a dinner, of cos not just the two of us, and i told her to bring her friends along too. i dont want anybody to start a rumour about us. phew..she stop crying at last but i still feel like she will continue crying afterwards..haha so we decided to meet tonight..tata