I Love Andalas...

Last week after i came back from Perak.,dad said something that made me felt so uneasy. he mentioned something about the "move"..yup Im moving to Meru..leaving the my old lovely house behind. the problem is..i dont wnt to move. rite after we arrive in klang we headed straight to our new house in Aman Perdana,Meru. it is more bigger and spacious than my old house but still i love my old house cos there are so much memories, i grew up in that very house plus my school memories.
this is where me and my frens hang out everyday and have fun. i still remembered when i used to walk to where my feet carried me around Tmn Rkyat. I used to go to the park alone in the morning and sometimes there were nobody there. Felt like the park was all mine..felt like it is better to stay here than going back home. maybe it was just an exaggeration.
Yeah..tman rkyat used to be our place to hang out after we done with SPM but..i will be moving argh!!!
deep in my heart, i dont wanna go but come on shak!!accept it!! thats what ive been trying to tell myself all the time. my lil bro is really excited with it..oh youre just a kid, you dont know anything.

Geared Up For Next WeeK

Last training session was so awful and torturing..plus i had a fever during the session but just kept to myself. done with the training the coach gathered us up at the middle of the pitchcos he wanted to say something to us. suspense feeling overwhelmed us all as he came with his tight face( cant he smile a bit?)
"next week ade match!"
then Saring said " lawan team mane?"
coach answered " Barcelona Under 21"
we all burst to laughter..we thought that he cant maje any jokes as he rarely laugh to our jokes hehe nice one coach!
now i want to prepare for next week! hope i get well soon cos dont wanna miss it. lately my form was so bad and i still dont know why..maybe its becos i am still in Eid mood(has anything to do with it?)
all i know rite now is i wanna play my best in that match..wondered who will we face off with..i hope its Matrikulasi Melaka cos if it is..i can meet Faliq as opponent haha..
so to all my frens..wish me luck!!

Bla Bla BLAH

Bright is StArS..

Dark Is The SKY....

the SiTuaTion Is What Im IN

Am I Fit To be Any Of That?



No..its A bIg NO!!!

tHe TensioNing Feeling


ArgHHHH!!!


So MuCh SinS...


I'll GiVe eVerytHing


ThaTs what I Dooo


AnD When U SaW mY StaRs



U lovE IT TOO

Sorrow and Happiness

After a torrid week..finally i managed to finish all my assignments. Phew..yeah ive been delaying it for so many times. Now i wanna thank everyone that lend their hand to help me finish my assignments. i still remember those times when i still didnt do a single thing..thank god
oh yeah, on the other day, we had the great firecrackers war!!it started at 2.30 am..to officially start the war between the college..my senior wore a cape like a witch and holding a torch. he climbed up to the roof and everybody was shouting!!! hahahaha! the moment he threw away the torch all the thunder clap rose up to the sky and exploded beautifully in the sky!!
my college fired up all the firecrackers that we have. not to worry so much about pak guards, cos we all locked up all the entrance and door to prevent them from going upstairs
. hehehehe after 2 hours, pak guard came with the siren. 3 pak guard's pajero arrived and what do we care? we kept on playing until they lost their temper hahaha!
okay enuf with that..rite now there are only two peoples left in my level cos the others have make their way home earlier..the atmosphere rite now is lighten up by Hari Raya songs! bestnye!!! feels like hari raya already..cant wait for tomorrow!! im going home!! to my grandma and grandpa..wait for my arrival!!!

Alhamdulillah....Finally..

FREE!!!!

just now i had midterm test and i was glad it was more easier than yesterday paper fuh...yeah!!just a few days more to hari raya!!cant wait!! ketupat,lemang..er..i cant eat tat..but rendang..of cos i can. there are few things tat im not looking forward to go back home..buses and trains...argh i hate tat!!i have to ride one one of those in order to go back home.
dad said tat he will never come to malacca and pick me up!! oh man...hm but it realy make sense why he didnt want to..maybe bcos of traffic jam. okay, enough with tat..the thing here rite now is..im freeeeee! wohooooooo!! wat shud i do now??? palying games of cos! huhu actually im not realy free yet..but wat i mean is free from exams.
i still have assignments to do so i'll do it later la..im so excited bout raye rite now..

WAR!!!

lepas maghrib...semua org dalam keadaan berjaga2...suasana sepi menambahkan lagi debaran di hatiku ini...tiba2 BOOOOM!!!! letupan pertama telah kedengaran!!! aku mencari tempat perlindungan.." shakur!! serangan datang dari arah timur!!jaga2!" kata piler.. i nodded.. it has started!!! perang mercun antara kolej telah bermula!!!! be careful everybody!! haha semue org pakat baling mercun dari tingkap masing2...abis riuh rendah asrama lelaki HOHOHo!
satu demi satu kawanku terkorban(habis stok mercun)..now im all alone..the war lasted for half an hour..suddenly pak guard datang!!!ape lagi..menyorok la..ade lagi yang sempat baling kat pak guard..hehe...then, after all the guard left the parking area.. kitorang start balik...hehehe we all stop it when azan isyak berkumandang...ape2 pun..esok perang lagi..i wonder how they brought all the firecrackers in without getting caught by the guards.

GilA Ke AkU NI???

bape ari je lagi nak raye.....tapi 1 assignment tak start2 lg!!!nak tunggu member lagi la..kalo aku ajak wat skali diorang cakap ak menggelabah la ape la n macam2..xpaham tol ngan diorang ni...nak raye ke xnak?eh bukan2!!nak ,markah ke xnak?
tp kalo ak nak start pun takda bahan..beghita pun tadak!! nak tulis mende dalam sotkhabar aku tuh? janda beranak 6? kucIng jiran aku kawen? da la event sme dibatalkan gara2 BABI ni!!! eeeh da la huduh!!!bawak pnyakit lak tu!! babi tol la BABI ni!! CEH!!
skang ni pun aku dok rilek lg walaopun dalam hati tau byk assignment.. GiLa Ke aKu Ni???

Just Killing My Time

a very busy week for me..no time to rest..assignment...arghhh help somebody!!! i wanna get some rest..luckily this evening class is cancelled, thank god..so i have nothing to do..go back to my room and switch on my laptop. i decide to play out loud all the lagu raya hahaha at least i can mke my heart happy for a moment..

there is no one at my level rite now except for my bloody hell roomate hehehe..now this is the time hehehe pasang lagu raya kuat2!!! abih satu blok ni bkumandang dengan lagu raya angkara diriku ini huhuhu da tension nak wat cane...da la lecturer sruh cari brite..thank god she didnt ask us to go out to find any news...itu pun xdapat2 lg brite.

mane nak cari?i have to submit it b4 raya..with all the test and reports...fuh..okay enuf with that..when i listen to the lagu raya, you now what i think? lagu raya yang dulu sme sedap2 x macam skang..ntah pape ntah..there were some artist tried to remix all the song but...xsedap!!lg hancur..

maybe in the past..they had in mind that Hari raya was something big for the muslims..so thats why lagu sedap2..maybe nowadays semangat tu da kurang kot...kadang2 raya ptame n kedua je visit other people's house..pastu yg len tgok tv cos ade cite best2..maybe la..

My Adventures

My adventures in that character..had their moments..in fact,they were made up, subjectively, one of the continuous, unrelenting, almost delirious moment and when i revive them now it is mainly to remind myself and inform historians that a student in those remote days, had grand and gaudy time of it, and no call to envy any man...i believe then and believe today, that it was the maddest,gladdest,damndest existence ever enjoyed by mortal youth.

Heaven..

no class this morning until 4...wow!!heaven for me..the weather was so chilly this morning.after subuh i continued my sleep until 11..hehehe..i spent my day playing video games fuh..puas..
sedar x sedar..its already 4...time to go to class!!! but im not in the mood to go to class..rase nak ponteng je...lots of my frens weren't here yet..

today's writing class was so dull..no laughter until anis came late to the class and gave us a very unexpected reason.."orang ramai pergi koko..so jalan sesak"..everybody bursted into laughter..haha..she"s not driving..she's walking so ape kaitannye ngan alasan 2? tapi last semester punye alasan lg menyayat hati...

"ade anak kucing tersepit..pastu saya tolong..tu yang lambat tu.." that was the reason she gave last sem for coming late to ustaz..ustaz nak gelak pun rase guilty je hehehe..so after that incident..whenever she enter the class..one of the boys will make a cat's meowing hehe..well that's my class...funny and happening..

next week we all have to summit all the assignment..i didnt started anything yet!!gosh!!

AGM Pics

ni je pics yang dapat diselamatkan..yang lain blurrrrrrrr..arghhhh!!!

The Last Meeting..

under that tree..
i waited for you..
you still didnt show up
your lovely face..

people were looking at me
and i feel so stupid..
standing there like an idiot..
felt like giving up..

suddenly the winds blew..
you were there..
this time you were in that pink dress..
you brought something for me..

you gave me 11 roses..
it was kinda weird though
then you said that..
this would be the last time we met..

you have to go far away somewhere..
i offer you for a walk by the lake..
finally you said yes
and i was sooo...ehem-ehem.

suddenly the wind blew again..
all the roses that you gave me..
blew up into the air..
what does that mean?

i could see the look on your face..
i will miss you...
you give me that smile..
the smile that i could never forget..

now it was time for you to go...
it was so hard to let you go...
but i couldnt do anything...
so off you go..

into the thin air...
left me standing there all alone..
i shall treasure our romantic moment
in my heart...

oh WAIT!!! i forgot to ask you something..
what are you actually???
hm never mind...
i shall hold our promise..
i shall wait for you faithfully...

You Again?

i saw you again..
appeared under that tree from nowhere..
i braved myself..
my heart felt like popping out from my chest..

your eyes was soooo big..
what species are you?
that red dress of yours..
hottens up the atmosphere..

u refused to have a drink with me
under the starry nite..
what a waste..
suddenly you touched my hand..

cold as ice!!
you're not human are you?
am i rite?
then you cried..

tears fell down like the shining pearl..
you dissapeared into the thin air..
upset with my question..
hope to see you again..

cos i wanna say sorry for my behaviour..
i was so ashamed with myself..
feeling down..
need to get back up..

i've tried hundreds of times,
i fell for every single one of it..
does that mean i have to give up?
nope..
i must tried although i might fall again..

cos from that..
you will get the strenght to get back up again..

i shall wait for u again..

to be continued...

Hm I Wonder..

i wonder..
God..why you put me into this?..
hm...
is this some kind of preparation for me?
to get myself ready for any other obstacle in the future..?

thank you for giving me this feeling..
thanks..
whatever it is..
there must be a reason for all this..

so much thing in this world that wont go our way..
like shakespeare said..
we all are only the actors..
just go with the flow..

with some effort..
with god permission..it will change..
please get me out of this..
please..i beg you..
i leave everything to you..

make it a fine one for me..
cos we only live once in this world unpredictable world..

SHE....

Something in the way she moves..
she attract me like no other lover.
something in the way she woos me..
i dont want to give up.

you know i believe in how..
somewhere in her lovely smile.
she knows that
i dont need no other lover

something in her style
that shows me you are asking..
will my love grow?
i dont know...
u think u hurt me..
i dont think so..

you stick around now..it may show..

Wake UP!!!

i look up to the sky,
what a wonderful creation..
i wonder how it looks like up there?
eternal life awaits us up there..
heaven..or hell..who knows where we might end up?
all we can do is..
to do our very best....

this world...
our body..is only just like a vehicle..
for our soul to live in this world...
humans..only focused..
in improving their outer side..
plastic surgery and all that....
we forgot to improve our inner side..
the soul that make our body move and breathe..

now only i understand that looks is not everything..
so,WAKE UP!!!from this pathetic system..
unleash the real you...
remember your..creator
the one and only...

i wanna be free..

I wish I was a bird, I can fly so high above the sky and be free. I want to fly as high as I can. I want to be free. Yes free. That's what I want. Free from this emotional burden that has been haunting me ever since, like, forever. I don't want to be a prisoner to my own feeling. I want to be vindicated. But then I realize that I don't have to be like a bird to be free. I don't have to fly as high as the bird to be free. All I need to be is simply be free.

And ever since I have that level of realization I now realize that we are all captivated by what we all want to be free from: not only from emotions but from so many thing such as materialism, false perception, judgemental and so forth.

Coming to this level of realization does not mean that I am free, but at least I am on my way to vindicate myself. Another thing that I have come to realize is that there's so many people out there who is not free, from what they want to be free from. As a matter of fact, they don't even realize that they are in prison.

mysterious shadow

i sat on the table..
and then you came...
wat a beautiful face u have
no man will never say no to you..

you ignore them all
but you smile at me..
who are you??
ive never seen you before..

your eyes..shining like the stars..
i was totally melted
but why??
why were you standing there?

under the big old tree..
the tree that has a lots of..
memories...
why??

now you're gone..
leaving me clueless..
your smile still haunting me..
now..i can just only wait for you..

to appear under that very tree..
and i shall approach you..
to get to know you..
and have a deeper conversation

what are you actually????

to be continued....

if I fell..

if i fell in love with you..
would you please promise to be true
would you help me to understand
cos i've been in love before
i learnt tat love was more than messaging and dating

if i give my heart to you
a "sure" is a must from the very start
so tat i noe you would love me more than him/her

if i trust you
please dont run and hide

and if i love you
please dont hurt my pride
cos i couldnt stand the pain
i would be sad if i know love wasnt there
so i hope you see
that i would love to love you

it is for everybody who wants to start it for the second time...

Argh!!!

malam smalam kitorang ade tournament futsal...i felt so nervous for a moment..not only me, everybody too hehehe..we played very well in the first match but luck was not on our side..we lost..i didnt play in the 1st match..so i just sat down and watch them play..seriously we really could have win the game but..haih..

it was my turn to play in the second match..at first i did a couple of silly touches on the ball. we nearly conceded because of my mistake..but after i got my rythm..hehehe piler and samak was so close to score the opening goal..and we were very solid at the back..i guarded our fortress very well hehehe

in the second half i was substituted with saring..we scored finlly..we defended but again..we concede..its a draw...arghhhhh!!i was so pissed off!! but they did their best..we waited for our third match and this time we really wanna win it..our opponent this time was damn good we lost 2-1 to them..

huhuhu we lost....it was so close...i wish i could repeat the time hehehe hmm well its our fate so we have to accept it...tp lepas da main habis2an...ape lg..sakit2 badan le jawabnye..we stop at the mamak restaurant for our late dinner..boy, i was so hungry...then i fell asleep in the bus due to fatigue..

Headache

i woke up this morning and i had a great headache..i lay down for a while and thinking bout myself...am i satisfied with my life, what i achieve right now? am i always hurt people's feeling or made them feel annoyed? perhaps tis were the reasons to my headache that i had..i cant stop thinking "it" ...it keeps coming back again and again..

during the class i was still in agony..felt like sumthing is burning in my head...today it was Aus turn to deliver his speech..gues wat? he talked bout parents spending time with their children..all tat i could remember was sumting like..money cant buy love and sumting like that...well i think it depends on the situation..

last nite i sms with her and she said sumting bout me and there were certain parts tat i dont really understand..shud i asked her? maybe its too late..i shud realy think bout what she mean..u noe..to improve my self...i'll never give up in anything tat i do until i satisfied..

aus speech was still ringing in my head..he tried so hard to make us cry..but it didnt happen...sory aus, i was not in the mood..i wonder if u realy can make me cry..hahaha

The Annual Grand Meeting..

last nite i attended the AGM with my frens..the men were required to wear black while the ladies, red. so we all menggeledah almari kitorang untuk mencari pakaian kitorang. ive found mine finally..jus kept it simple, black jeans and black tshirt..unlike my frenz, mengalahkan artis hehehe..

so we arrived at the scene..trase macm pg anugerah plak..we waited outside and judged the people's clothing hehehe..after we finished mencapab we all went inside the hall and while the YDP was giving the speech..we took our pictures but unfortunately gambar tu sme blur...apelaaa
overall it was fun..

2hours...then it was time to eat hahaha i was starved to death..got my foods and drinks..so i went back to the hostel and ate it but i still hungry...oh yeah the best dress was won by a guy who wore baju melayu and serban..macm xkne je haha..the end..

The Photoshoot

now that we're in the second semester so we decided to take pictures of our class..so again, piller, our cameraman took the pictures!!!we're really having fun with the photo session hahaha!
actually there's a lot of pictures but im too lazy to upload it so i just uploaded this one..me and Napi.

There are so many things in this life that we cannot change, so many things that is inevitable. We should accept it as they are and just face it, heads up and move on.

The T-shirt

we're bored,then piler came up with a brilliant idea haha...so we designed this shirt for the masscomm's students..hm cantik x? we've published it in the facebook and we received a lots of positive comment hahaha! actuallt baju ni warne merah tp ble da upload die tbe2 jd warne biru

Please Forgive Me....

the morning breeze was so cold...im freezing hehe i quickly dressed up and went to ATM machine to draw rm50 cos i wanted to buy a text book. after a long q finally it was my turn..ok, ni part yang ak xske..kad ak telah ditelan oleh mesin ATM yang durjana tu!! argh malu ak..da la blambak pmpuan bratur kat blakang ak!!!argh!!why me?

so i controll my macho but deep inside my heart, only god knows...haha i called my dad and he decided to come here and settle the problem by the way he has a meeting in PD. during the class, i cant focused on the topic that the lecturer was blabbering about. i kept thinking bout my AtM card URGHHH i was so worried.

Miss F suddenly talked about parents...she said why we can easily say i love u sayang to our boyfriends or grlfrens? why is it so hard to say I love u dad or i love you mom when you're finish talking with them on the phone or whatever the medium is? i felt like a thunder just struck me in my heart..ive been thinking bout tat after she said that...ive never say that to my parent..yeah..im a bad son..ive never say that to them..SHOOT!!! i also cant imagine im hugging my mother or kiss her on the cheek...oh god...please help me..

the class was finished and my dad was already arrived to take me to the bank..in the car, it was so quiet..we only had a short conversation...i was still thinking bout the lecturer's word...we stop to have our lunch together..it had been a long time since we had lunch together...da lame ak xmakan ngan die..hm i looked at his face, the face that used to make me laugh when i was still a baby...to be truth im not close to both of my parent..ak x rapat sangat ngan diorang..

finally we've settled the ATM card..i had to make a new one..he sent me back to my hostel..on the way back.he said "kalau xde duit cakap, jangan diam je.." then i said "okay" hmm yup i always kept it down when i have financial problem cos ak xnak susahkan diorang...bile diorang tanye bru ak ckap..kalo x, memang ak blapar la...so we arrived at my hostel and when i was about to go out from the car..he gave me rm 120...not much but i really need it actually..after i thanked him, i shook his hand but that L word just wont come out from my mouth..so to relief the pain and sadness i'll just say it here..I love you dad, i love you mom...ive done so much sins to you both whether i mean it or dun mean it, please forgive me.. i hoped 1 day,they know how much i love them...hope its not too late..

All Alone....

i stay up until 4 last nite playing computer games with my friends.. i lost 2 matches and won 3..
9 in the morning i woke up and found out that i was all alone in my room then i remembered 1 of my friends said to me last nite about their plans to go to the Pc Fair at MP. so i was all alone and a lil bit angry to Kupan cos he beat me last night URGHHH!!!

after ive taken my shower i went straight to the cafe to buy something to eat. i bought Nasi Lemak and ate it in my room..i felt so miserable eating all alone hmmm the next thing was i opened my laptop and watched movies but im not into it....i didnt laugh and i didnt smile..hehe weird rite

i decided to sleep hmm i still didnt prepare for the test..im so worried hahaha...i slept until 7.....then i heard noises,theyre back!!!! they showed me the Man Utd jersey that they bought and i was sooooo jelez!!!! just wait till i get my money..i'll buy one with my name on it!!hahaha

Complicated

Last night i tried to kill my free time after ive watched Syurga Cinta with my roomate, the movie was quite impressive and i gave it 3 out of 5. Finally i remembered an unfinished bussiness with som1 so i opened my laptop and Yes!!!she's there..so i say hello to her..she gave me a good respond, in fact she was waiting for me.

she said to me that she loves egypt and planned to stay there for the rest of her life!! whatta?? with no time to waste i asked her hows the wedding plan..then she said she cancelled the plan cos it didnt worked out between the two of them so i gave my sympathy to her by telling her that she will find som1 soon Insyaallah..

as i was thinking a topic for our dull conversation, suddenly i my heart nearly pop out from my chest as this words appeared on the screen "I still have feeling towards you u know"...i ignore it and tried to change the topic but then she said this "if 1 day...i want u back, will you accept me?".
i had no choice, i explained everything to her including how my heart fall for another girl and my feeling towards her which was empty.

After that i told her to stop talking about this topic. she offlined...hm maybe she was mad at me at that time but what can i do bout that?? not long after that i received a text message from her..she said sorry..what a complicated world this is. Oh yeah!! somebody told me that my friend, Faliq hs a secret admire since form 4 and the girl was our former classmate. She thought i knew about this so she hoped i will help her to tell faliq bout her feeling but unfortunately i didnt know a single thing..

Now it was too late cos Faliq has declared his relationship with another girl..the girl was so sad..hm i felt so guilty for not helping her to express her feeling to faliq..if only i knew about that earlier...i think that girl suits with faliq very well...hmmm..

Is It Real?

this morning i nearly fell asleep during the Human Comm class cos it was so boring but then the lecturer talked about something that caught my intention. she asked us whether anyone of us wake up all of a sudden at 3 or 4 in the morning....none of us admit it and we asked why she asked that.

she said that during that period "they"(Ghosts/devils) will try to communicate with us. i dont know why would they try to communicate with us hehe. After seeing half of us looked scared, she told us how to avoid them from disturbing us..1st was never ever sleep in front of the door cos like us, they also use the door to enter.

2nd was dont sleep with your feet in front of the mirror. The way they enter our body is through our feet so thats why we were told to not to sleep in front of the mirror hehehe scared??? well that's all..at least she did try to make the class interesting hehe

tonight im gonna ask my friend, Rambut to see what will he say about this thing cos as far as im concern, he is a coward hehe..

Just Having Fun

it was 3 o'clock in the morning and i had nothing to do cos i have finished all my assignment. then i saw peling dressed up as Pocong so i decided to join them to scare all the part one students. the pocong was good to go and it looked so scary like the real one. after that we went to mukon's room to prank him hehehe...we all waited outside to see any respond.

but it was a failure, mukon spoiled the plan..cos we forgot that he cant see clearly hahaha so on to the next room which was located next to mukon's room but this time it was letti who dressed up as pocong. letti went into the room and made some noise and then we heard some1 screaming loudly the so we all rushed in to see what was happening.

it turned out that letti was the one who was screaming cos he was kicked hahahaha again ...it was a failure...we still have 1 more person but that person was not brave enough to face the fake pocong haha we didnt want anyone die just bcos of this. most of us enjoyed the moment cos everybody was so stressed.

my stomach hurt cos i laughed a lot when i saw the faces of the victim hehe i also recorded it with my handphone. like i said before we all just having fun..haha

Argh!!!!!

yesterday was my first day for my football training with the coach. i dun have a good feeling that day, i dont know why..so the coach arrived with the mean look. i could sense sumthing bad was gonna happen hehe. we started our stretching session for 1o minutes and then it was hell...

the coach ordered us to run around the football field 3 times, the first round we just have to run at a slow pace and for the second round a lil bit faster and finally the third round..all out!! whoa!!! i felt soooo tired..what was that for??football should be fun!!the coach laughed at our faces as we all looked like a bunch of sick people.

then, he told us to find a partner so i took piler as my partner. after that he asked piler to hold the ball and threw it to me and i was supposed to kick it back to him, we did that for so many times. the training went on for 1 hour..i was so exhausted..my head sore cos i had to head the ball for hundred times...huhuhu

i never thought that the training would be so tough and tiring. so we all went back with pain and ache all our body..Argh!! i still can feel the pain..

It Is Over

Holiday is over after the recent turn of events..now i have to go back to uitm. It"s not fair coz other Uitm got their holiday extended until 2nd Aug. So its gonna be only us who will start our lesson this monday..ARGHHH im so lazy to study rite now. they also cancelled our ramadhan break to standardize our syllabus.



I hope they've cleaned up our room so that there will be no infection of that damn virus! i guess we have a lots of catch up to do since we were given 1 week holiday due to the h1n1 outbreak and i hope it's over. Now, i gotta finish 1 more assignment where i have to give my opinion about celebrity's life.

I prefer to do it spontaneous rather than memorize the text cos that's me hehe. The question now is i have to decide whether celebrities live a stressful life or not, so i have to do lots of research in this case. I hope everything will turn out okay.

Help Me....

I was about to go out with my friends to the cafe, then my eyes felt so itchy so i looked into the mirror OH MY GOSH!!!! all red! i cancelled the plan and decided to go to the clinic to have a checkup, who knows maybe its a new virus hehe. I went to Mutok's room and luckily, he also wanted to go to the clinic coz he had a fever.

We tried to find a car but we couldnt find one so we have to walk all the way to the clinic. Boy, it was so hard for me to walk with that condition but kept walking coz i dun want anything bad happen to me hehehe it will be so emberrassing if i have to go to the class with my eyes all swollen, thats why i needed to to go to the clinic as soon as possible.

Finally we arrived at the clinic..Gosh!!! it was packed with so many students who were sick,what happened to this place? a lot of students fell sick since the first week. It took me one hour to wait for my turn to see the doctor. After a long wait, it was my turn and my temperature reading was taken, 37.7degree celcius.

Then she gave me the medicines for my illness and i thanked her. Without no hesitation, we head back to our college to get some rest. Mutok got the MC but i didnt! BOO! it's not fair hehe

H1N1

I woke up this morning hoping that i will never hear anything bout the H1N1 anymore but as soon as i got up from my bed, my roomate said that we all need to go down immediately to take our breakfast. WOW!! free breakfast!!hehe..they prepared the foods for us cos we were not allowed to leave the building until the next order so it"s heaven for us..

After i finished my breakfast, i tried to find something to do to kill the time cos it was bored and finally i decided to play computer games with Mukon and Lacheng. Unfortunately i lost to them and that really pissed me off, so i requested for a rematch and guess what? i lost again...boooo!

4 hours later it was our lunch time, we all went down to take our free lunch which was Nasi Ayam. It tastes horrible but i managed to finished it cos i was very hungry hehe..at 2 O'clock we all were tested to see whether any of us were infected or not..it was my turn finally and they said that everything was fine..Fuh...thank god...

Not long after that, The MPP said that all class will go on as usual and we all can go out from the campus but we have to wear our mask. I guess that's all..

Just Helping

I was eating at the cafe when my friend, Aus asked me to follow him to help Miss Intan with her stuffs. Without no hesitation, i agreed to lend a hand coz i havent seen her for a long time. So after i finished my dinner, we went to her office and she was extremely happy to see us.

We were asked to clean her new office room, i grab the mop while my other friends cleaning the window. Then Miss Intan slowtalk with me about friend of mine, Shafiq. She asked me why i isolated him and why the whole class are treatin him like a piece of junk...so i explained everything to her..after done with all the explaining, Miss Intan give me a caunseling hehehe thanks Miss! youre the best lecturer ever!!

The clock shows 11O'clock, fortunately we've finished all the works and her office looked very nice!!thanks to me who did the mopping haha juz kidding.Miss Intan offered to send us to our hostel with her Pajero,(which is not suitable for sum1 sweet like her) since it was kinda late.

Night of Madness

Tonite all the part 2 students must teach the new students the Hakka dance. I was chosen by the senior to teach them. So me and my roomate teach them startin with the first step and so on..then i burst into laught coz one of them look silly doing the Hakka. I go away from the group and laugh until tears fell down from my eyes.

My senior asked me why..so i took him to see the boy and guess what?? we all laugh together rite in front of him!!! but he look so innocent maybe he dont know that we all laugh at him.HAHAHAHAHAHA!

After two hours of trainin, we all start all over again to see their improvement and still...that boy hasnt improved yet hehehehe my stomach hurt...okay bye

Hakka

juz now all of us do the Hakka dance and as usual it lifts our spirit. It is a war dance actually hehe i still can memorize each faces of the part1 students after they've seen us do the Hakka and ive noticed some of them had the scared look.

The same goes 4 me too when the first time i saw it. At the first time, i realy hate all this damn induction thing cos we have to go to the seniors room and introduce ourselves. But when youve done through all tat, it became a sweet memories 4 me.

Okay back to the Hakka thing, after days of hard work and training, we all would go to the gals college and perform the hakka. All of us wrote their phone numbers on their shirt hoping tat the gals will take their numbers but i dun think so...so tats all about where i am rite now...the College Jebat.

Nothin

Today we have the first class of this semester and it is the Public speaking class!!!ahhhhh!!!after a long break, i think my brain is still freezin so im a lil bit slow today...Plus,i came late to class today coz im tired...the first assignment for us is to pick our own topic and present it next week. What am i gona talk about?dun have any idea.

Maybe i'll talk about football hehe coz i am very good at it. Guess what? i will be the first one to present it in the class i hope i can do it nicely and smoothly. Okay enough talkin bout class, last night i was alone at the ground floor of my college coz that is where i can surf the internet much faster. It was so dark too but i dont care as long as i can chat with her haha..this is not what im tryin to say actually..i think im not alone last night coz i can feel sum1 breathin behind my neck but there's no one there.

Hey Jude

Hey Jude

Dont Make It Bad
Take A Sad Song And Make It Better
Remember To Let Her Into Your Heart
Then You Can Start To Make It Better

Hey Jude

Dont Be Afraid
You Were Made To Go Out And Get Her
Remember To Let Her Under Your Skin
Then You Begin To Make It Better

And Anytime You Feel The Pain
Hey Jude Refrain,
Dont Carry The World Upon Your Shoulder
For Well You Know There Is A Fool
Who Plays It Cool By Making His World A Little Colder

Hey Jude

Dont Let Me Down
You Have Found Her
Now Go And Get Her( Let It Out And Let It In)
Remember To Let Her Into Your Heart
Then You Can Start To Make It Better..

(The Beatles)

Well i like this one very much! some how lift my spirit although it is for someone named Jude.hahahahaha this song tell us that if you really care or love about sumbody, just do what you're suppose to do. It is simple!All You Need Is Love...

It begins...

2 months of semester break..now it is time for us to start all over again. This sem we plan to paint our room Purple violet and we did criticised by our friends for the colour, they said purple is the colour for the gays..hahahaha so funny. Who cares rite? as long as i am not gay, i think it's okay.



There were lots of thing that happened last night for example, the seniors tried to taunt the the new students by insulting them. Oh yeah, my roomate was so "batak" with his new body but i dont care bout that. Once again, my room will be the noisiest room in this block just like it used to hahahahah with all the heavymetal songs, surely nobody can beat our room. I wonder what will the new students think about us hehehe.. last night, everytime when i walked in front of them, they will say " A'kum bang.." hahaha..guess it do feels good to be senior anyway.



They must be shocked to know that they will have to do the Hakka dance in front of the Gal's hostels with their short hair. I admit that i enjoyed doing it last semester coz i can release my tension by doing that. Just now i saw all the juniors went to Kutie's room, maybe induction. Good Luck to them!

Finally, we finished painting our room and it looks as nice as ever! i can sense that this sem will be interesting so that's it for now.

Law Of Attraction

I have just finished reading "the Secret", and I am quite shock after readin it. The book is about Law of Attraction which is unnoticed by many people nowadays, the book says that even plato,socrates and other great names knew about it. We actually release positive and negative frequency everyday without knowing it and in another word, we are like moving magnets that is attracting all kinds of things such as money happiness and so on...

Okay let me explain how it work, when you think about something that you want or you dont want, you are actually transmitting frequency to the universe and it will response to it. Imagine that u are Alladin and the universe as the genie that grant all of his wishes.

But my perception was changed after I read the Quran Law of Attraction(different book). The book says that the Law of Attraction is actually "Doa". Okay, in "The secret" one must think of the things that he wants and believe that it will happen. But we as Muslims must pray to Allah swt and believe and confident that Allah will grant our wishes. So,can u see that it is the same as the Law of Attraction that is written in the book "The Secret'?

It maybe hard for some of us to understand it. If u wanna know in detail bout it, read the both of books coz it is much better and well organized than what i have written here.

Just Started

Football is my passion, my life and my everything.... so there is no way I can run away from the consequences of playin football. Actually my knee was hurt badly after I was tackled by an idiot who probably jealous of me coz I am better than him but Im not mad though, u know why? coz i beat him!! Hahahahahahahaha!
Okay enough with the football thing, hmmm last night I planned to call her but unfortunately she is not feeling well so I decided to leave her alone..she attracts me somehow like no other gals and I am still wondering what makes her so special to me.. maybe Faliq was right.
I still remember the first time I saw her when she was in form 1 and she was in my group.My first impression towards her was like "WOW!!!!!" hehe. One more thing, the reason why I put Carpe Diem as my title is bcoz the meanin is "seize the day". If anybody wanna know much further about it, please watch Dead Poet Society. Okay I think that's it for today...